So, I was trying to decide what to blog about today and was having a really hard time. I didn't like ANYTHING I was writing. I feel emotionally spent and it is zapping my creativity.
See the thing is, I had a disagreement with a friend today. Just some stupid girl stuff. Stuff that 6 months ago wouldn't have made me blink an eye. Today it had me blinking tears. What is this wet stuff leaking from my eyes?
I really think that now that I don't have the corporate politics to wrap my self around it leaves room for other things. More important things. Like people.
So when a minor disagreement happens with someone you are personally connected with it seems SO much bigger. So much more important. You know what? It is. It always has been. I have just been too busy or too above it all to realize.
My friend Nikki's daughter says "Mom, you better recognize". I have.
I guess the moral of my post today for everyone reading is no matter how busy you are or how much above things you are, take a step back. Do a relationship check. Are you comfortable with where they are? If so be thankful. If not, do something about it. NOW. Get off the computer and make a phone call. Go give your kids, husband, mom or who ever a kiss.
For my friends who listened to me cry today, thank you. Thank you for being there for me for the last three years. I love you all.